The Waiting Game

Dear Baby,

It's been awhile since I've had anything to add to this story. I still don't have much.

I have now fully been off Depakote ER for 10 days. I'm taking the Keppra religiously in the morning an night. Moved the Celexa to take one in the morning and one at night to not have to taper off affect mid-afternoon. Things are working well with me.

Weight is down but haven't had a chance to weigh in for the last two weeks. Hope to find a way this week so I can see what month 2 on Phentermine has produced.

Haven't heard anything from Dr. Boo on next steps. Haven't called yet but might this week.

Have an EEG coming up in October to look forward to.

I look at photos of new babies online from friends and despite being happy for them, I still want to hold you one day and know that you are mine.

Love,

Future Baby Mama

Patience

Dear Baby,

There are many times where we just have to play the waiting game. Waiting for test results, waiting for a cycle to start so we can try again... just waiting. Trying to be patient and let things happen when they may and trying to continue just going each and every day.

It's the peace in knowing that I will one day become a mother to a wonderful baby that keeps pushing me on. Weight continues to come off {not sure of how much right now} but I know it's in the right direction, I feel it.

You are so worth waiting for!

Love,

Your Baby Mama